Imagine that you are a senior software engineer who has gone through a long journey from operation and maintenance to full-site development to software architecture. You have good development prospects in the last company and receive an enviable salary package. However, in this context, you chose an unexpected path: resigning naked and giving yourself a year-long vacation. Why is this?
When I announced this decision to my friends, their reactions were predictable—shock, confusion, and even doubt. But this is the result of my careful consideration, my reflection on my past career, and my expectations for my future life.
For many years, I have been struggling in the world of technology, which has put me under tremendous pressure both physically and mentally. Migraines and dizziness became my daily companions, and despite repeated medical examinations, no clear cause could be found. Doctors say this may be a symptom of excessive anxiety. I started thinking, what am I worried about?
Is it work pressure? Indeed, that job allowed me to grow a lot in the technical field, but it also made me deeply experience the insignificance and powerlessness of migrant workers. Personal health and happiness often pale in comparison to corporate interests. I put in a lot of effort, but often get little, or even see direct results.
I still remember that one New Year’s Eve many years ago, we received an urgent need for a promotional event. I completed a lot of development work in a very short period of time. However, when the product was launched, the customers were not satisfied. I tried to ask for an explanation, but all I got were vague responses. This kind of thing is not unique. It made me think about what is the meaning of my work?
After my resignation, I felt unprecedented peace and freedom. There is no arrangement by your boss, you don’t need to report your whereabouts, and you don’t have to worry about the impact your behavior will have on the company. I can devote myself to what I really want to do.
During this year, I plan to invest in deepening the study of the technical station and try to independently develop my favorite products. At the same time, I also hope to improve my spoken English, strengthen exercise, etc. I have a lot of things I want to achieve, places I want to explore, people I want to meet, and it’s all planned out.
I hope that in this new year, I can make breakthroughs at the technical level, and more importantly, through this process, I can understand myself more deeply and clearly know my real needs and purposes. In the future, I am also actively exploring the possibility of freelancing. I hope that freelancing can give me more time and freedom to devote myself to the technical field I love, and to find a balance between work and life.
In short, my naked words are not impulsive, but a deep reflection on my past career and good expectations for my future life. I believe that only when we dare to let go of the baggage of the past can we bravely move towards a new future.
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